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27 April 2008 @ 05:50 pm
this crazy plan of mine...(12-miler #1)  
I've decided to post about my 'big' hikes...now that they are 10 miles or more. I will still summarize my week in my filtered format. But these long hikes are a breed of their own and possibly worth documenting differently. Although, for the most part they will be the same hikes over and over again and will look essentially like this:




Saturday (yesterday) I did my first 12-miler (Loop E twice). I have run that distance before, but it was a few years ago and I had forgotten a bit about how each and every time you take on a new distance, the added length (in this case, 2 miles more than previous long hikes) is *the* test.

Challenges this week:
83 effing degrees. OK, so i know my marathon is in mid July and will most likely be hotter than that...but it sucked. The first 6 miles were physically easy but hot hot hot. Then around mile 8 a storm started to roll in and I was torn between joy for the cool breeze and worry over whether or not the lighting/thunder/rain was actually going to hit me with an hour left in my hike.
Additionally, my iPod is still dead and I forgot to ask for [info]coffeefortwo's. So the rhythm was all in my head. Which does some odd things (see below).

Random Thoughts (from what I can remember and probably best left unsaid):

Miles One-Four: Why haven't wasps adapted to NOT building their underground holes in the middle of the beaten path? Are people born evil and taught to be good...born good and taught to be evil...or born with the capacity for both and taught gradations of both? All this downhill is really going to suck when it is mile 10 through 12 on my way back.

Miles Four-Seven: Perhaps my problem is that my inner rhythm, my repeated word in my head, is "no.no.no.no.no" some people probably dance to a tune of YES! But not me. Not even sure what started the first 'no' but they lasted a while. The particular black shorts I was wearing cannot be worn on distances over 6 miles as they start to chafe.

Miles Seven-Ten: Worrying about the storm - loving the storm. Remembered the childhood story of thunder being bowling in the sky (or some such thing). thought about how we (family) used to sit out on our porch in WI and watch the storms roll in (or walk down to the river). Blisters really started after mile 8 (on feet). Got tired of cranberry flavored water. Created film reel in head on how to get the gydgs on 'what not to wear' (i was very convincing).

Miles Ten-Twelve: Realized that the sound of my voice in my head (my unspoken voice) actually has no sound? I think that I had a concept of sound when I thought words to myself. I mean, I can sing in my head and 'hear' the notes kind of...but my voice, which i had thought was a variation on what I hear when I speak...was not there. it is more like a whisper - but not because it is not quiet, it has force and inflection and emotion...but no sound. The uphill wasn't as bad as I thought it would be but i was moving VERY slowly on the way down to the car.

First 6 miles in 1:45, Final time - 3:45. Not great but ok. At that rate, if I improve my fitness level on the longer distances...i should be able to hike the full marathon in 9 hours. Maybe a bit more depending on breaks. Sounds eternal I imagine to those of you that bike or run...or even who walk flat surfaces. But for hiking roughish terrain with ups and downs, it's good enough for me.
 
 
Current Location: Asheville
Current Mood: over-sugared
Current Music: Modest Mouse - Spitting Venom
 
 
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Daniel[info]danielmath on April 27th, 2008 10:40 pm (UTC)
bullets
1. i love love love spitting venom. particularly the last 4 minutes!

2. what IS good/evil really? i don't think people are born either way because a particular behavior can only really be good/evil in a social context.

3. being alone with your thoughts can be pleasant but sometimes a lot of the time i want to just drown them in music.

4. what's a gydg?
firthofforth[info]firthofforth on April 28th, 2008 11:59 am (UTC)
Re: bullets
1. yay.
2. i am not talking Christian capital "G" "E" good/evil. nor Sin. if you think something can only be good/evil in a social context, then you are eschewing larger morality issues. for thousands of years we as species have been discussing these issues and i think some pretty good work has been done. Personally, I think our 'wiring' - our internal neural network, our chemical make-up is the issue to our behavioral tendencies...then the tendencies are enhanced/ignored by the environment we are born into. I have met people with high ego/low empathy that I truly believe that if they had been born into a violent/abusive environment would absolutely be killers. where does empathy come from?

3. no kidding. i am working on my iPod issue this week!

4. that's a very good question :). one that I'm not at liberty to explain. lol. lets just leave it as 'a certain group of women' that peruse this site.
heidi: simpsons[info]casino_queen on April 28th, 2008 12:58 am (UTC)
You rock!

While I may be in desperate need of the mean girls - I would absolutely refuse to let them remake me.

firthofforth[info]firthofforth on April 28th, 2008 11:50 am (UTC)
really?!??
heidi[info]casino_queen on April 28th, 2008 11:10 pm (UTC)
Really! I have no interest in giving up my tee shirts and chucks to look good.
firthofforth[info]firthofforth on April 29th, 2008 11:41 am (UTC)
who says you have to give up those chucks!!! :) I'd just like to see who would fall prey to the pointy shoe myth.
ignite our dreams of starry skies[info]jupiterjuniper on April 28th, 2008 04:12 am (UTC)
wow. what a great pretense for a journal entry!
now i can just read these entries, and vicariously live through your exercise :)
but seriously, what a great idea.


firthofforth[info]firthofforth on April 28th, 2008 11:51 am (UTC)
thanks - i wasn't sure anyone would really want to read about it...but i also realized i wasn't putting much that was personal up and thus wasn't documenting much of my week.
stephanietberry[info]stephanietberry on April 29th, 2008 03:19 am (UTC)
You are such a very interesting person! I love this entry, the conglomeration of thoughts plus the rigors of a hike (Damn Girl! You are HIKING it!) I am very impressed! I love the thought of the unspoken voice having no sound. It's curious, like chocolate and lavender together. :)
firthofforth[info]firthofforth on April 29th, 2008 11:44 am (UTC)
Mmmm....chocolate and lavender. White chocolate and basil. chocolate and cayenne.... (MUST TRY)


Edited at 2008-04-29 11:44 am (UTC)
in_the_ginger[info]in_the_ginger on April 29th, 2008 04:24 pm (UTC)
Perhaps we should all occasionally partake in a multiple-hour activity that allows us to be alone with our thoughts. (though I'm with you on being able to use music as motivation).

Awesome hike, by the way. And 3:45 for 12 miles is great!
slomack[info]slomack on April 29th, 2008 11:24 pm (UTC)
Sometimes (as we've discovered in the past), it is scary how much we are alike. I never trained using music--I get skittish walking, even when I CAN hear everything--so I walked to my own rhythm a lot. I'm impressed that you remember enough to write down your contemplations--mine always got lost (and then seemed much more brilliant because I couldn't recapture them).

And boy...the no.no.no.no rhythm....got it in spades, but never would have thought to put it that way. Keep hiking (and keep writing about it!!!)
firthofforth[info]firthofforth on April 30th, 2008 12:15 am (UTC)
lol. i miss our all-nighters sometimes - it IS nice to know that while you might be crazy, you're not alone (not implying that we're crazy mind you).

i was walking down a valley in the first 2 miles and some bad motor started up outside of WWC property and it echoed around me and I swear, it sounded like something humongous growled behind me. :). so yeah, i get the no-music thing.
(Anonymous) on April 30th, 2008 02:43 am (UTC)
Sweet Lord. And you thought I was journaling my marathon journey a lot back when you read it? You put my stupid composition notebook to shame. Mine was mostly a lot of "I ate this" and "I felt hot." This is a whole new level of art.

To answer the good/evil thing, one might contemplate whether it is really an evil tendency when a baby hauls off and whaps another baby to see the interesting effect of making the other cry or just a scientific curiosity without knowledge that it actually inflicts pain on another being. My experience leads me to think the latter. Do what you will with that thought.

Funny. The inside of my head often still says "yes" but my daily, constant dialogue goes "no. no. get down from there. no. no.not in the mouth. no. no. put that back. no."

ccyl
firthofforth[info]firthofforth on April 30th, 2008 08:59 pm (UTC)
ah, but as along as your kids end up with the "yes" song, all is well in the world.